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Post by Yoko on Jul 30, 2005 12:15:44 GMT -5
Things have been back to normal lately, even though nothing is the same...if that makes any sense at all. Being with Rachel is wonderful. I love her more than I ever thought possible. I heard from Claude that Dana is getting married. Part of me hopes she isn't rushing into things. The other part of me is incredibly happy for her. There was a time I was so jealous of Bobbi I couldn't think. Now..the only woman on my mind is Rachel. Her son is wonderful. Although I guess he would be my son now too. Or will be. We've talked about me adopting him and really making him our son. Although I want to wait until me and Rachel are married to do that. Soon..but not yet. I don't want it to look like I'm only asking her to marry me because Dana is getting married. I do love Rachel and I want her to be with me forever. Or..as long as she can be. That's the one thing that hurts. Knowing she's going to age and die and so will our son. But it's better to have her for a lifetime than not at all right?
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