Post by Care on Feb 12, 2011 7:15:04 GMT -5
Name: Raven O'Loughlin
Celebrity Used: Ashley Massaro
Sexual Preference: Straight
Age: 33
Species: Lion
Level: Alpha level 2
Homid Height: 5'5
Homid Weight: 112 lbs
Lycan Height: 5'10
Lycan Weight: 485 lbs
Eyes: amber
Hair: blonde
Race: Caucasion
Religion: Catholic
Nationality: irish american
Languages: english, some spanish
Vehicle(s): 2010 Dodge Durango
Weapon(s): None
Location(s): Pride house KCMO or The Stripping Cat
Fighting Style(s): street or dirty
Dominant Hand: right
RolePlaying Style(s): descriptive
Favorite Food(s): pizza, rare steak
Most Hated Food(s): salad
Allergies: Silver
Marital Status: single, but sorta involved
Favorite Place: in leland's bed lol
Favorite Music: Shinedown, Egypt Central, Hinder...just to name a few
Favorite Movie(s): too many to count
Mark(s) and Tattoo(s): One Scar along her stomach, slowly healing and going away. One scar matching to the stomach one along her back again healing and going away. Tattoos: Along her left shoulder blade, a lion couple small 1.5 inches on her.
Special Abilities:
Lesser: All
Moderate: Beast Quell, Familiarity, Group Detection, Increased Healing, Partial Shift
Alpha: Beast Claws, Commanding, Invokation, Rejuvination, Revertion, Sheilds, Healing Hands
History:
The night was pitch black, calm and yet very eerie when Lucy went into labor. Lucy’s water broke in the mist of the darkness. Was it a sign that her child would be more? She didn't know but Jack and Lucy were off to the hospital, this would be their seventh child. This was the last child within their big family. The night went on when finally at 3 am exactly the baby girl with hair as black as a raven’s wing was born. That's how she received her name. Both parents were never happier to have a girl amongst the troop of sons. Now their family was complete. They dotted upon their baby girl for many years, spoiler her to the point that she had everything a little girl could want. Jack was a biologist, Lucy a stay at home wife/mother. Raven grew up well. It wasn't until she hit 4 that she started to show signs of rebellion. Raven started playing with her brother's toys instead of her, showing that she was a tomboy instead of that precious girl that her parents so desired. As the years went by Raven became more of a tomboy. Throughout elementary and middle school, Raven played sports, football, baseball, basketball. Whatever she could do, it was as if she was saying if you can do she could.
It wasn't until she was fourteen that things within her simple tomboyish life. She was out one night playing basketball upon the courts with a couple of her brothers friends, when the group as attacked by a group of half human half beast. They left the group laying upon the courts in nothing but blood and what seemed like pieces. Raven was the only to survive the attack. Her memory gone of that day, her family was told that it was Lycans, Rogues within the streets of Los Angeles. The family was told that she may or may not have been infected then they didn't have the technology to test for the strands within the blood stream. They locked her away in the safe house within the city limits until they knew for sure, it was at the first full moon that they found out that she was infected with the lion strand, it was rare, but several of the man beasts that attacked them were lions, lycanthrope, were-lions. It was then that her family disowned her, leaving her to the safe house that was in actuality a lycan prison. It was rough on the young girl. Scared and alone, Raven was locked away. It was then at fourteen that she would truly understand how cruel the world could be. Raven was left there for months, and finally after three months of being locked in, she found a way to escape. How? She shifted attacking those that sought to keep her, while she was out in the yard. Then she found herself not only in animal form but running through the city until finally she found herself a hiding spot. The next day she awoke to find herself covered in blood and unknowing to what happened. Thieving clothing from a bum that lived in the alley she found. She was scared, alone, and found herself suddenly in the holding of another group, why? They hated her, they knew what she was.
The group held her and just about killed her if it wasn't for the vampire that came to her rescue of sorts. They left her when they went to attacking him, thinking he was a Lycan too. He destroyed the men and woman that held Raven, tortured her there in the dark alleyway of LA and no human ever thought twice about what human's first did to her. It was then that she found the one that she was meant to be with. Saxon nursed her back to health at first for his purpose. To use her, but as the years went on it was more than that. He developed feelings for her, a love for her. Together he helped her understand her beast, the changes that she was going through. Not only because he was of the bloodline of the Master of Beast, but he would bring her home Lycans that taught her what she needed. The years past, and she learned not only how to control the beast, but also to embrace it. Since the night of the attack, she was no longer that tomboy, but yet she was twisted in a way that no one would truly understand. Raven was 18 when she finally found full control over herself and her beast. It was the legal age at which she could fully take advantage of those that were training her. The sexually training introduced Raven into a world that she came to crave and enjoy. A world that involved sex and the sex appeal of the woman she now was.
Raven had worked for years to get to a strong level of power, but it was never enough. Something had been missing from the life that she now lived. It wasn’t until she was first introduced to the first lion’s pride that she found what it was. It was the power, the beast. Raven had a need for both. The Regina of the pride was a strong one, but Raven craving what the woman had. That craving proved to be something that Raven could no longer deny. Raven fought her way into the pride. Not so much killing as she did damage the alphas that she fought with. It wasn’t in her then to kill. That would come later. Months after meeting the Regina of the Las Vegas Pride, Raven made her move. The challenge was then taken. The two women fought a long and hard battle only it wasn’t to the death. The Regina of the pride, didn’t wish to lose her life and neither woman was giving in, and the draw was there. The woman left her pride and Las Vegas leaving it for Raven, who took control of it within a matter of moments of the abandonment. Raven was doing well with running the Darkest of Pleasures, her fetish club, and the Majestic, a hotel she had bought. But when she received the call from Saxon she ran. He was not only her master but still the love of her life. She went there only to end up fighting with him, how one could love another and constantly butt heads with them. There was no give to them, as Raven gave up, taking herself home to her pride. But Vegas were not meant to be her home for long, receiving a call from one of her lions. They were in trouble and Raven as Regina of the pride packed her pride and her businesses up and left. She took everyone from the bright lights of Vegas to the alien city of Roswell. It was there that her pride gathered in numbers. What was left of the Roswell pride was taken over, Raven fighting the alphas as she seen fit as they didn’t like that a woman could run the pride as they thought they could.
It's been a rough change for Raven to move from Vegas to the small town of Roswell. She had used the profit money from the club and hotel in Las Vegas to buy the working farm. It was a huge change for her and most of her pride that came along with her. They fixed the farm up and worked together to get the fields in condition to grow. A month later they had a great growth of crops. During this time Raven was searching for a replacement for Saxon that Master Padma that marked her three of the four marks. Why? It was Raven’s why of trying to forget the man that she loved. It was her way of trying to rid herself of the man that was gone from her life, and she felt it too; within her beast and power. It was a struggle, but one that she fought. Raven had forgotten it all until she received the beast call. She answered it, only to find that it was a master vampire, but not her Master vampire. Jareth was that replacement, he was a master Moroven. He changed things within Raven, and marked her. Within two weeks time she was marked once, he had to leave, upon his return the two more marks were placed upon her. This was binding her to him and Saxon. She was falling for her master and learning to love a man that feed off the fears of others.
The weeks went by and suddenly her new master disappeared much like Saxon. This was again a situation that Raven found herself in. Bound to a man that was miles maybe even countries away. She found herself growing within the days, feeding her beast with their power that seemed to grow with her. Yet something was missing, it was this time that she found herself thinking of her Vegas days. She was thinking about the one man that walked away from her evilness and took her beast of a heart. In a desperate move, she grew along with her pride. It was her mind growing more deviant. It was easier for her to cope with the things that were missing instead of her feelings that were dragging her into the depths of heartache. Raven kept in contact with the vampires, working as their enforcer. Her protection of the pride working until the day that one of her lions was killed this changing Raven suddenly. Her pride slowly started to fall apart; they were the taken apart by forces that Raven did not know was plotting against her. It wasn’t until she felt the call, the need of one of her Master’s that she ran to him, unable to stop herself she left everything in Roswell to find herself in Saxon’s presence again.
Raven was on the first plane to London, England. There she found some peace. The dead man seemingly changed, and their new start was good. Raven started to find that she was followed by those that was left of her pride of Roswell and Vegas and it was in London that they formed their friendships. She helped them until she found this ache in her heart to be too much. It was then that she followed her heart, leaving London, leaving Saxon and thoughts of happy endings to the fairy tales. Raven found herself in the heart of New York City. Why New York City? She would find the answer the second night of being in New York. The Rex of the pride found her, and this changed her life. Leland Raines, he was the one man that ever walked away from Raven and her deviant ways. Now she was face to face with him, and the struggles of her only just began.
He gave her the opportunity to prove that she was willing to do anything to stay within the city and be within his pride. Not as his queen but as a woman that was part of the pride. It was a difficult decision for her. It was a challenge but she proved it. He was always the one that got away, but now, now he was there. Raven dealt with a lot of things but this true feeling. They were difficult for her. Now she had to not only work herself in the pride but try to come to terms that the man would never love her, least in her mind. The days turned to weeks as she found it hard, challenging to be nice, and turned back to her deviant ways. This was torturing the weak and hurting the proud. Love comes in mysterious ways, how could one woman love three men as she did? Raven never has fully understood this dilemma. Days moved into months and months into more.
Then fate stepped in, after a chance meeting with a Leopard, she found herself in the club which she now owned. Her gaze had been watching the dancers, when he caught her eyes. He was handsome and yet so very dangerous. She approached, and then did what she always did, used sex to get what she wanted. A night of lustful events, he pulled her into a position that she was never in, the submissive role. Then she found out he was like her, Keiran is the name that would be kept in her mind. He was the reason she stood up to her Rex, an action that she would not have done. Lust made her careless. Desire to belong made her blind. Raven did something she never did before out of jealousy and pain, lust and desire, moved a stranger into her life, and took him into her bed.
A few months traveled past like there was nothing in the world until the fight came. This fight between herself and her vampire masters. The fight started with a few memory flashes. They were something that threw her into the pains of heartache. To watch the fear being feed from, the heartache of seeing her once loves tearing into others. It was hard to see the images and she sought comfort within the arms of Keiran. It wasn’t until the battle encased some of her fellow lions. The power fight the pain the heartache, made Raven retreat, and this is when she learned more about the hidden sins. The secrets hidden away in actions, Leland found her in bed, curled up, wrapping in her in his arms, and it was then he found that she died. Saxon was killed first by the ones we do not speak of. Raven died with him, but was brought back by the power of Jareth. It was then that Jareth was killed, taken by those that we do speak of. This is what was shown in her mind through the connection that bound the three of them, but reality was how could she survive their deaths? Simple in reality, they did not die, instead someone found a way to block or rather server their bond.
That day, Leland put his life on the line for Raven, bringing her back from death with him. Ripping her beast from her, and reforming her. The deaths took a part of Raven with them. She found herself not whole. Yet it was through this that Raven found that Leland, held love for her. He loved her, loves her. It was then that Raven finally admitted to something they both new was true, her love for him. Yet it seemed it was not meant to be. The pride and another held a piece of him that she could not. The emptiness and weakness took her over, and finally she had to get away. Leaving everything she knew behind as she took off for other parts of the world.
The months slowly ticked by as Raven left that world of her heart behind. She traveled through the states and even into a few different countries. It wasn’t until she returned to New York about four months later that she found herself feeling as if she died all over again. It was reported that Leland had died in a horrible accident and this is what sent Raven once again running away from reality. She didn't wait for a service, nor did she say goodbye to those that she called pride. She just disappeared. She found herself traveling with the lions that were hers, those four that she considered her family, to England and from there they traveled to Ireland. Ireland was the land of the Irish and a surprise that would leave Raven never understanding. There it was found that her brothers still lived. The family she thought she had lost after her infection, the one that she swore that she ate as a lioness for abandonment. Yet it was found that she didn’t, or so Raven had thought. This was only the beginning of what would be a major rolling of Raven’s mind. Raven still weak from the deaths, was still relearning herself and her beast, and with that came a lie of a woman she met. The woman would use Raven to extract her ultimate revenge against the woman that hurt what was hers. The property in question happened to be Raven’s Master, Saxon. The rolling started with these people and continued with Raven. In their minds, they were the family of Raven, the brothers, sisters, nephews and nieces of Raven. How deviant it was of this Vampire to manipulate so many lives just for her revenge upon Raven.
The months spent with this family changed Raven or least she thought it did. She was nothing more than a puppet in this plot. The months grew into a year, and an eerie feeling over came Raven. It was as if the woman was missing something and she had been. Raven leaving the family she had grew to love behind, as she moved back to the states. It was time to face the reality of things within her life. That being she needed to face the people she had abandoned. Raven traveled once more. Raven found herself once more back in Vegas, the city of Lights. It wasn’t the most memorable place, but there Raven received the first shock of her life since the mind screwing began. The man she found herself longing for was standing before her within her hotel room. How? Raven would find the answer later but for now she found herself in Leland’s embrace once more. It was during their time together that Raven found that her beast once again was growing, that it enjoyed the dominance that Leland’s held over her. It was hard when she could no longer control what went on in her mind, as Raven was getting flash backs of things. That was when Raven disappeared again from the public view but it was during that time that she found herself once again in the company of the vampire that wished her more harm than any other.
A few months after the meeting with Leland in Las Vegas, Raven found herself once again in another part of a city she thought she had left behind. It was then that a new thread of lies came out of the mind rolling that was once again done to her. One day she was found in the alley that changed her life, the one where it all began, her life as a lycan. There it was that she was to start over. It was there that the perfect revenge for Holly once again started its play. Rolling the mind of Raven was something the dead woman enjoyed a little too much, and then it was during this time that there were some well implanted memories. What were they? That Raven birthed a child; by the man she rejected for the man she loved that man being Keiran. This child changed Raven's life so badly that in this process, Raven actually believed she was the mother of this child and with that she found herself wanting to be a family with the man that she left.
The woman watched from afar as the scenes played out. Raven falling through false memories for Keiran, and then moving to the states once more with her family. For two months Raven found herself missing something but yet, she believed that she was in love with this man. It wasn't until Raven happened upon a Clairvoyant that the past was remembered. Tara was the clairvoyant and friend of Raven's. The woman found herself seeing the past, and these images that were still within Raven's mind, but they were unattainable. Over the months Raven found things not fitting within her mind, and her beast. It was hard to lie to ones beast, especially when they have their own mind. The months were growing slower, and the training that Raven had done to help herself grow in beast and her own woman hood had her questioning things that was within her life now. But the truth finally came out one night when Raven happened upon Holly.
It was then that the woman no longer could she contain her distaste and venom for Raven. It was during this night that Raven and Tara had a long conversation and only then that Holly revealed herself. Holly killed Tara before Raven’s eyes, which brought out a side of Raven that she had not seen in years. That deviant side, that lusted for the blood. Raven found herself shifting a hand and this was when she learned that she had the ability to. The hand shifted into a claw of her beast, and it was then thrust into the dead woman, ripping her heart from her. The woman turned to ashes in front of Raven and it was then that Raven fell to the ground in agonizing pain. Raven’s memories, all those that had been locked away for the years, came rushing back in hordes. It was the most agonizing pain that Raven felt. It was worse than when her Masters died. Every memory filled her mind, the words, the pain, the hurt, and the truth came back in troves until Raven could do nothing more than cry in the curled up ball of human flesh. How did Raven deal with this news and experience after it all was revealed? How could she? The woman was living with the consequences of what revenge will do to you. Raven came face to face with Keiran who at one time held a special place in her heart and life, but now, he was not her one. Raven looked from father to son, as the child had been a son, Matthew. The child was not hers, nor would he be. The man that she had proposed to was not her one, nor would he be. The child was however Keiran’s. Raven had then made another choice that she will never look back on again. By walking away from the man that claimed to have loved her, and leaving behind a motherless child that was not hers.
Raven never looked back to that part of her life. Never to look back on the family she thought were hers, but they had been as rolled as she. Raven left them with the care of her ranch, and left Los Angeles. She had sworn never to look back to the past again. That was until a few weeks later when she found herself in possession of a pamphlet. It was for a resort isle, The Islands of Ori. The beginning of a new start was there, she felt it within her. She found herself finishing up what little business she had in the states and flying onto the islands. It was a beautiful place, amazingly cultural. This was what Raven considered a new start. Yet instead of the new start Raven found herself facing her past once more. It was this past that called to her. There she found the one person that could make her feel truly alive, and no matter how hard she tried to move on things just never seemed to work out.
It was in these islands that she found the one person that would always seemingly be here. Leland was the one man that would truly be her Rex. He was and is the one weakness of her as a person and a beast. He is her Rex true to form. He is the one person to believe in her and help her realize that she still has the power within to be what she once was, that being the alpha and Regina. Raven found herself living on the islands, trying to once more find what she truly was. She was fighting through what she could within the Lycan world. Even though in her business life, her newest idea for a club didn't work out. The island government denied her the licenses that she needed to start up the company. So she was left to her mainland shops, and the Dark Desires Corporations. Raven was content and happy finally staying with Leland and being his in a way that she was never another’s. That was until the mainland called. She was needed back in New York; The Lion's Den was having trouble with thieves. Raven did not desire to leave, but business to her was almost a calling. Raven left Leland behind once more and packed her bags to once again head to the mainland.
It was while she was within New York that she found that much has changed within her. There were many things that changed, she struggled to try and accept a new Rex and Regina, but she couldn't. Finding herself in a situation where she had to fight or be broken she found herself stronger and broke those that were within her way. It was during a fight with another that Raven found that she held the strength within her once more. Her beast had that fight that had always been there to take out those that stood in her way. Raven fought long and hard against the male counterpart, and it was there she found herself using the abilities that was once hers. The rush of power that overcame her was like someone awaked the sleeping beast, which in reality had been exactly what had happened. Though the help of those around her Raven has regained some of her strength and her power, it was the most amazing thing. As through this for those weeks away from the man that has come to not only dominate her but own her a piece of her; It was through this trail that Raven found that she was always herself but yet it was hidden beneath the turmoil that she held within herself.
Another month moved by and yet another, when Raven found herself in the mountains of North Carolina. There she found herself in the company of her Rex once more. It was an amazing time that would always seem to come to an end with them. After weeks of time with him, Raven found herself longing for more, yet this man and beast would never commit to what a piece of Raven always desired. In the middle of the night, Raven did what she did best and left once again running from what she desired and wanted. For the last four months, Raven concentrated on work, business was good even within the economy that was down. How could sex go wrong in a world that loved it? Raven buried herself within her work, leaving her feelings and personal life behind. Never once did she look back, even though her beast fought for some kind of reorganization.
After a few weeks of non-stop work, Raven found herself desiring to roam again. Leaving her company in capable hands, Raven took off for a few weeks away from the stress that was her work, using the pose that she was going to find more exotic girls for a particular show in one of her Clubs. That’s how Raven now finds herself within the city of Brazil, Rio de Janerio. But here she finds the peace of the exotic to her. It was amazing…it wasn’t until she found herself called in the city that things would only get complicated once more. For the call, it came from that which she thought was dead…Her Master always, Saxon.
But yet things were not done in the states, receiving a call from what is left of hers, those that were her pride before. Now they needed her, and Raven never being one to completely leave one to their helplessness went. Finding herself in Blue Ridge North Carolina where she not only found that which was hers, but also that which was hers, Jareth. The other half of the once marks she faced him, and his desire for her, but there was only one dead man for her. After kissing him, she figured it out. It only took a few days and then Raven was gone again from his life. Having found that he survived hisself from being in a coffin thanks to the vampire council she found that he had changed and yet she didnt love him any longer, and only wished on thing. After her business in the states was finished Raven once again packed up and headed back to see the one she loves, and hopefully she could fix what is left of what they had...
The world was a funny thing, life was hysterical. Raven tried to make her home within Rio, yet it was not to be. Not only had she changed too much but there was something more. It would not be revealed until the day at a strip club where she found herself staring at the man she thought she would never see. It was then that a part of her, that beast went into this fenzy of things. Raven watched from afar as Saxon and Leland discussed her. Not that she heard them but she knew it was the only subject that they would even speak of. Once able to Raven could not take that she heard them, discussion what she needed and didn't need within her life, like she had no choices in the matter. Her rage hit her and her beast like there was no going back. Kissing Saxon then with a fury hit him, as she turned to do the same only to stop the kiss from touching Leland Raven found her hand connected, and with that she walked out. Why would they do such to her? Her mind reeling and she was in heartache and pain. Raven had spent months trying to figure out what life and she wished out of it. It wouldn't be until the man came to her, Leland came to her in the alley that they would truly find out what that was. The beast finding that other half of her, and the woman knowing what she wanted spoke. But it would not last two days of pure bliss for her, would end on a sad note. Spending one day with Leland, she found the reason he had been in Rio himself. Then with her there he said goodbye, giving her one thing to remember him by. The stuff lion that she held as he walked away and gotten into the taxi and exited her life for that moment.
The week went by, the hurt and pain and rage warred through the woman. Upon meeting with the Rex and Regina of Rio. Raven knew something was not right. Not only was she empty within, noticing the love between the two, she ached for something more. It was a harsh reality for her. To give up so much for what? This dead man that would never be what he once was? To love a man that was hundreds of miles away. That was until she called the one person to speak to. Finding out that, he was where Fancy had gone and so Raven, finally with the firm mind and heart. Closed the one circle with out thinking of it. Leaving the man that she could never love, nor be with behind as she packed up her things and made her way to Chicago where the beginning of a new circle would begin and even maybe...
Things are just never meant to be, taking time for herself and finally taking what exactly what she was, she grew in power, taking back that rightful and full power that was within her. The one Leland always knew was there however she didn't wish to admit to it. After the last visit from him, Raven finally realized that she may always love the man, be his lioness. She realized this however one thing was for certain and that she changed. Finding herself moving around due to her business ventures that is until she finally admitted to herself that she wasn't the same. She made mistakes but now she's growing and learning ...
Celebrity Used: Ashley Massaro
Sexual Preference: Straight
Age: 33
Species: Lion
Level: Alpha level 2
Homid Height: 5'5
Homid Weight: 112 lbs
Lycan Height: 5'10
Lycan Weight: 485 lbs
Eyes: amber
Hair: blonde
Race: Caucasion
Religion: Catholic
Nationality: irish american
Languages: english, some spanish
Vehicle(s): 2010 Dodge Durango
Weapon(s): None
Location(s): Pride house KCMO or The Stripping Cat
Fighting Style(s): street or dirty
Dominant Hand: right
RolePlaying Style(s): descriptive
Favorite Food(s): pizza, rare steak
Most Hated Food(s): salad
Allergies: Silver
Marital Status: single, but sorta involved
Favorite Place: in leland's bed lol
Favorite Music: Shinedown, Egypt Central, Hinder...just to name a few
Favorite Movie(s): too many to count
Mark(s) and Tattoo(s): One Scar along her stomach, slowly healing and going away. One scar matching to the stomach one along her back again healing and going away. Tattoos: Along her left shoulder blade, a lion couple small 1.5 inches on her.
Special Abilities:
Lesser: All
Moderate: Beast Quell, Familiarity, Group Detection, Increased Healing, Partial Shift
Alpha: Beast Claws, Commanding, Invokation, Rejuvination, Revertion, Sheilds, Healing Hands
History:
The night was pitch black, calm and yet very eerie when Lucy went into labor. Lucy’s water broke in the mist of the darkness. Was it a sign that her child would be more? She didn't know but Jack and Lucy were off to the hospital, this would be their seventh child. This was the last child within their big family. The night went on when finally at 3 am exactly the baby girl with hair as black as a raven’s wing was born. That's how she received her name. Both parents were never happier to have a girl amongst the troop of sons. Now their family was complete. They dotted upon their baby girl for many years, spoiler her to the point that she had everything a little girl could want. Jack was a biologist, Lucy a stay at home wife/mother. Raven grew up well. It wasn't until she hit 4 that she started to show signs of rebellion. Raven started playing with her brother's toys instead of her, showing that she was a tomboy instead of that precious girl that her parents so desired. As the years went by Raven became more of a tomboy. Throughout elementary and middle school, Raven played sports, football, baseball, basketball. Whatever she could do, it was as if she was saying if you can do she could.
It wasn't until she was fourteen that things within her simple tomboyish life. She was out one night playing basketball upon the courts with a couple of her brothers friends, when the group as attacked by a group of half human half beast. They left the group laying upon the courts in nothing but blood and what seemed like pieces. Raven was the only to survive the attack. Her memory gone of that day, her family was told that it was Lycans, Rogues within the streets of Los Angeles. The family was told that she may or may not have been infected then they didn't have the technology to test for the strands within the blood stream. They locked her away in the safe house within the city limits until they knew for sure, it was at the first full moon that they found out that she was infected with the lion strand, it was rare, but several of the man beasts that attacked them were lions, lycanthrope, were-lions. It was then that her family disowned her, leaving her to the safe house that was in actuality a lycan prison. It was rough on the young girl. Scared and alone, Raven was locked away. It was then at fourteen that she would truly understand how cruel the world could be. Raven was left there for months, and finally after three months of being locked in, she found a way to escape. How? She shifted attacking those that sought to keep her, while she was out in the yard. Then she found herself not only in animal form but running through the city until finally she found herself a hiding spot. The next day she awoke to find herself covered in blood and unknowing to what happened. Thieving clothing from a bum that lived in the alley she found. She was scared, alone, and found herself suddenly in the holding of another group, why? They hated her, they knew what she was.
The group held her and just about killed her if it wasn't for the vampire that came to her rescue of sorts. They left her when they went to attacking him, thinking he was a Lycan too. He destroyed the men and woman that held Raven, tortured her there in the dark alleyway of LA and no human ever thought twice about what human's first did to her. It was then that she found the one that she was meant to be with. Saxon nursed her back to health at first for his purpose. To use her, but as the years went on it was more than that. He developed feelings for her, a love for her. Together he helped her understand her beast, the changes that she was going through. Not only because he was of the bloodline of the Master of Beast, but he would bring her home Lycans that taught her what she needed. The years past, and she learned not only how to control the beast, but also to embrace it. Since the night of the attack, she was no longer that tomboy, but yet she was twisted in a way that no one would truly understand. Raven was 18 when she finally found full control over herself and her beast. It was the legal age at which she could fully take advantage of those that were training her. The sexually training introduced Raven into a world that she came to crave and enjoy. A world that involved sex and the sex appeal of the woman she now was.
Raven had worked for years to get to a strong level of power, but it was never enough. Something had been missing from the life that she now lived. It wasn’t until she was first introduced to the first lion’s pride that she found what it was. It was the power, the beast. Raven had a need for both. The Regina of the pride was a strong one, but Raven craving what the woman had. That craving proved to be something that Raven could no longer deny. Raven fought her way into the pride. Not so much killing as she did damage the alphas that she fought with. It wasn’t in her then to kill. That would come later. Months after meeting the Regina of the Las Vegas Pride, Raven made her move. The challenge was then taken. The two women fought a long and hard battle only it wasn’t to the death. The Regina of the pride, didn’t wish to lose her life and neither woman was giving in, and the draw was there. The woman left her pride and Las Vegas leaving it for Raven, who took control of it within a matter of moments of the abandonment. Raven was doing well with running the Darkest of Pleasures, her fetish club, and the Majestic, a hotel she had bought. But when she received the call from Saxon she ran. He was not only her master but still the love of her life. She went there only to end up fighting with him, how one could love another and constantly butt heads with them. There was no give to them, as Raven gave up, taking herself home to her pride. But Vegas were not meant to be her home for long, receiving a call from one of her lions. They were in trouble and Raven as Regina of the pride packed her pride and her businesses up and left. She took everyone from the bright lights of Vegas to the alien city of Roswell. It was there that her pride gathered in numbers. What was left of the Roswell pride was taken over, Raven fighting the alphas as she seen fit as they didn’t like that a woman could run the pride as they thought they could.
It's been a rough change for Raven to move from Vegas to the small town of Roswell. She had used the profit money from the club and hotel in Las Vegas to buy the working farm. It was a huge change for her and most of her pride that came along with her. They fixed the farm up and worked together to get the fields in condition to grow. A month later they had a great growth of crops. During this time Raven was searching for a replacement for Saxon that Master Padma that marked her three of the four marks. Why? It was Raven’s why of trying to forget the man that she loved. It was her way of trying to rid herself of the man that was gone from her life, and she felt it too; within her beast and power. It was a struggle, but one that she fought. Raven had forgotten it all until she received the beast call. She answered it, only to find that it was a master vampire, but not her Master vampire. Jareth was that replacement, he was a master Moroven. He changed things within Raven, and marked her. Within two weeks time she was marked once, he had to leave, upon his return the two more marks were placed upon her. This was binding her to him and Saxon. She was falling for her master and learning to love a man that feed off the fears of others.
The weeks went by and suddenly her new master disappeared much like Saxon. This was again a situation that Raven found herself in. Bound to a man that was miles maybe even countries away. She found herself growing within the days, feeding her beast with their power that seemed to grow with her. Yet something was missing, it was this time that she found herself thinking of her Vegas days. She was thinking about the one man that walked away from her evilness and took her beast of a heart. In a desperate move, she grew along with her pride. It was her mind growing more deviant. It was easier for her to cope with the things that were missing instead of her feelings that were dragging her into the depths of heartache. Raven kept in contact with the vampires, working as their enforcer. Her protection of the pride working until the day that one of her lions was killed this changing Raven suddenly. Her pride slowly started to fall apart; they were the taken apart by forces that Raven did not know was plotting against her. It wasn’t until she felt the call, the need of one of her Master’s that she ran to him, unable to stop herself she left everything in Roswell to find herself in Saxon’s presence again.
Raven was on the first plane to London, England. There she found some peace. The dead man seemingly changed, and their new start was good. Raven started to find that she was followed by those that was left of her pride of Roswell and Vegas and it was in London that they formed their friendships. She helped them until she found this ache in her heart to be too much. It was then that she followed her heart, leaving London, leaving Saxon and thoughts of happy endings to the fairy tales. Raven found herself in the heart of New York City. Why New York City? She would find the answer the second night of being in New York. The Rex of the pride found her, and this changed her life. Leland Raines, he was the one man that ever walked away from Raven and her deviant ways. Now she was face to face with him, and the struggles of her only just began.
He gave her the opportunity to prove that she was willing to do anything to stay within the city and be within his pride. Not as his queen but as a woman that was part of the pride. It was a difficult decision for her. It was a challenge but she proved it. He was always the one that got away, but now, now he was there. Raven dealt with a lot of things but this true feeling. They were difficult for her. Now she had to not only work herself in the pride but try to come to terms that the man would never love her, least in her mind. The days turned to weeks as she found it hard, challenging to be nice, and turned back to her deviant ways. This was torturing the weak and hurting the proud. Love comes in mysterious ways, how could one woman love three men as she did? Raven never has fully understood this dilemma. Days moved into months and months into more.
Then fate stepped in, after a chance meeting with a Leopard, she found herself in the club which she now owned. Her gaze had been watching the dancers, when he caught her eyes. He was handsome and yet so very dangerous. She approached, and then did what she always did, used sex to get what she wanted. A night of lustful events, he pulled her into a position that she was never in, the submissive role. Then she found out he was like her, Keiran is the name that would be kept in her mind. He was the reason she stood up to her Rex, an action that she would not have done. Lust made her careless. Desire to belong made her blind. Raven did something she never did before out of jealousy and pain, lust and desire, moved a stranger into her life, and took him into her bed.
A few months traveled past like there was nothing in the world until the fight came. This fight between herself and her vampire masters. The fight started with a few memory flashes. They were something that threw her into the pains of heartache. To watch the fear being feed from, the heartache of seeing her once loves tearing into others. It was hard to see the images and she sought comfort within the arms of Keiran. It wasn’t until the battle encased some of her fellow lions. The power fight the pain the heartache, made Raven retreat, and this is when she learned more about the hidden sins. The secrets hidden away in actions, Leland found her in bed, curled up, wrapping in her in his arms, and it was then he found that she died. Saxon was killed first by the ones we do not speak of. Raven died with him, but was brought back by the power of Jareth. It was then that Jareth was killed, taken by those that we do speak of. This is what was shown in her mind through the connection that bound the three of them, but reality was how could she survive their deaths? Simple in reality, they did not die, instead someone found a way to block or rather server their bond.
That day, Leland put his life on the line for Raven, bringing her back from death with him. Ripping her beast from her, and reforming her. The deaths took a part of Raven with them. She found herself not whole. Yet it was through this that Raven found that Leland, held love for her. He loved her, loves her. It was then that Raven finally admitted to something they both new was true, her love for him. Yet it seemed it was not meant to be. The pride and another held a piece of him that she could not. The emptiness and weakness took her over, and finally she had to get away. Leaving everything she knew behind as she took off for other parts of the world.
The months slowly ticked by as Raven left that world of her heart behind. She traveled through the states and even into a few different countries. It wasn’t until she returned to New York about four months later that she found herself feeling as if she died all over again. It was reported that Leland had died in a horrible accident and this is what sent Raven once again running away from reality. She didn't wait for a service, nor did she say goodbye to those that she called pride. She just disappeared. She found herself traveling with the lions that were hers, those four that she considered her family, to England and from there they traveled to Ireland. Ireland was the land of the Irish and a surprise that would leave Raven never understanding. There it was found that her brothers still lived. The family she thought she had lost after her infection, the one that she swore that she ate as a lioness for abandonment. Yet it was found that she didn’t, or so Raven had thought. This was only the beginning of what would be a major rolling of Raven’s mind. Raven still weak from the deaths, was still relearning herself and her beast, and with that came a lie of a woman she met. The woman would use Raven to extract her ultimate revenge against the woman that hurt what was hers. The property in question happened to be Raven’s Master, Saxon. The rolling started with these people and continued with Raven. In their minds, they were the family of Raven, the brothers, sisters, nephews and nieces of Raven. How deviant it was of this Vampire to manipulate so many lives just for her revenge upon Raven.
The months spent with this family changed Raven or least she thought it did. She was nothing more than a puppet in this plot. The months grew into a year, and an eerie feeling over came Raven. It was as if the woman was missing something and she had been. Raven leaving the family she had grew to love behind, as she moved back to the states. It was time to face the reality of things within her life. That being she needed to face the people she had abandoned. Raven traveled once more. Raven found herself once more back in Vegas, the city of Lights. It wasn’t the most memorable place, but there Raven received the first shock of her life since the mind screwing began. The man she found herself longing for was standing before her within her hotel room. How? Raven would find the answer later but for now she found herself in Leland’s embrace once more. It was during their time together that Raven found that her beast once again was growing, that it enjoyed the dominance that Leland’s held over her. It was hard when she could no longer control what went on in her mind, as Raven was getting flash backs of things. That was when Raven disappeared again from the public view but it was during that time that she found herself once again in the company of the vampire that wished her more harm than any other.
A few months after the meeting with Leland in Las Vegas, Raven found herself once again in another part of a city she thought she had left behind. It was then that a new thread of lies came out of the mind rolling that was once again done to her. One day she was found in the alley that changed her life, the one where it all began, her life as a lycan. There it was that she was to start over. It was there that the perfect revenge for Holly once again started its play. Rolling the mind of Raven was something the dead woman enjoyed a little too much, and then it was during this time that there were some well implanted memories. What were they? That Raven birthed a child; by the man she rejected for the man she loved that man being Keiran. This child changed Raven's life so badly that in this process, Raven actually believed she was the mother of this child and with that she found herself wanting to be a family with the man that she left.
The woman watched from afar as the scenes played out. Raven falling through false memories for Keiran, and then moving to the states once more with her family. For two months Raven found herself missing something but yet, she believed that she was in love with this man. It wasn't until Raven happened upon a Clairvoyant that the past was remembered. Tara was the clairvoyant and friend of Raven's. The woman found herself seeing the past, and these images that were still within Raven's mind, but they were unattainable. Over the months Raven found things not fitting within her mind, and her beast. It was hard to lie to ones beast, especially when they have their own mind. The months were growing slower, and the training that Raven had done to help herself grow in beast and her own woman hood had her questioning things that was within her life now. But the truth finally came out one night when Raven happened upon Holly.
It was then that the woman no longer could she contain her distaste and venom for Raven. It was during this night that Raven and Tara had a long conversation and only then that Holly revealed herself. Holly killed Tara before Raven’s eyes, which brought out a side of Raven that she had not seen in years. That deviant side, that lusted for the blood. Raven found herself shifting a hand and this was when she learned that she had the ability to. The hand shifted into a claw of her beast, and it was then thrust into the dead woman, ripping her heart from her. The woman turned to ashes in front of Raven and it was then that Raven fell to the ground in agonizing pain. Raven’s memories, all those that had been locked away for the years, came rushing back in hordes. It was the most agonizing pain that Raven felt. It was worse than when her Masters died. Every memory filled her mind, the words, the pain, the hurt, and the truth came back in troves until Raven could do nothing more than cry in the curled up ball of human flesh. How did Raven deal with this news and experience after it all was revealed? How could she? The woman was living with the consequences of what revenge will do to you. Raven came face to face with Keiran who at one time held a special place in her heart and life, but now, he was not her one. Raven looked from father to son, as the child had been a son, Matthew. The child was not hers, nor would he be. The man that she had proposed to was not her one, nor would he be. The child was however Keiran’s. Raven had then made another choice that she will never look back on again. By walking away from the man that claimed to have loved her, and leaving behind a motherless child that was not hers.
Raven never looked back to that part of her life. Never to look back on the family she thought were hers, but they had been as rolled as she. Raven left them with the care of her ranch, and left Los Angeles. She had sworn never to look back to the past again. That was until a few weeks later when she found herself in possession of a pamphlet. It was for a resort isle, The Islands of Ori. The beginning of a new start was there, she felt it within her. She found herself finishing up what little business she had in the states and flying onto the islands. It was a beautiful place, amazingly cultural. This was what Raven considered a new start. Yet instead of the new start Raven found herself facing her past once more. It was this past that called to her. There she found the one person that could make her feel truly alive, and no matter how hard she tried to move on things just never seemed to work out.
It was in these islands that she found the one person that would always seemingly be here. Leland was the one man that would truly be her Rex. He was and is the one weakness of her as a person and a beast. He is her Rex true to form. He is the one person to believe in her and help her realize that she still has the power within to be what she once was, that being the alpha and Regina. Raven found herself living on the islands, trying to once more find what she truly was. She was fighting through what she could within the Lycan world. Even though in her business life, her newest idea for a club didn't work out. The island government denied her the licenses that she needed to start up the company. So she was left to her mainland shops, and the Dark Desires Corporations. Raven was content and happy finally staying with Leland and being his in a way that she was never another’s. That was until the mainland called. She was needed back in New York; The Lion's Den was having trouble with thieves. Raven did not desire to leave, but business to her was almost a calling. Raven left Leland behind once more and packed her bags to once again head to the mainland.
It was while she was within New York that she found that much has changed within her. There were many things that changed, she struggled to try and accept a new Rex and Regina, but she couldn't. Finding herself in a situation where she had to fight or be broken she found herself stronger and broke those that were within her way. It was during a fight with another that Raven found that she held the strength within her once more. Her beast had that fight that had always been there to take out those that stood in her way. Raven fought long and hard against the male counterpart, and it was there she found herself using the abilities that was once hers. The rush of power that overcame her was like someone awaked the sleeping beast, which in reality had been exactly what had happened. Though the help of those around her Raven has regained some of her strength and her power, it was the most amazing thing. As through this for those weeks away from the man that has come to not only dominate her but own her a piece of her; It was through this trail that Raven found that she was always herself but yet it was hidden beneath the turmoil that she held within herself.
Another month moved by and yet another, when Raven found herself in the mountains of North Carolina. There she found herself in the company of her Rex once more. It was an amazing time that would always seem to come to an end with them. After weeks of time with him, Raven found herself longing for more, yet this man and beast would never commit to what a piece of Raven always desired. In the middle of the night, Raven did what she did best and left once again running from what she desired and wanted. For the last four months, Raven concentrated on work, business was good even within the economy that was down. How could sex go wrong in a world that loved it? Raven buried herself within her work, leaving her feelings and personal life behind. Never once did she look back, even though her beast fought for some kind of reorganization.
After a few weeks of non-stop work, Raven found herself desiring to roam again. Leaving her company in capable hands, Raven took off for a few weeks away from the stress that was her work, using the pose that she was going to find more exotic girls for a particular show in one of her Clubs. That’s how Raven now finds herself within the city of Brazil, Rio de Janerio. But here she finds the peace of the exotic to her. It was amazing…it wasn’t until she found herself called in the city that things would only get complicated once more. For the call, it came from that which she thought was dead…Her Master always, Saxon.
But yet things were not done in the states, receiving a call from what is left of hers, those that were her pride before. Now they needed her, and Raven never being one to completely leave one to their helplessness went. Finding herself in Blue Ridge North Carolina where she not only found that which was hers, but also that which was hers, Jareth. The other half of the once marks she faced him, and his desire for her, but there was only one dead man for her. After kissing him, she figured it out. It only took a few days and then Raven was gone again from his life. Having found that he survived hisself from being in a coffin thanks to the vampire council she found that he had changed and yet she didnt love him any longer, and only wished on thing. After her business in the states was finished Raven once again packed up and headed back to see the one she loves, and hopefully she could fix what is left of what they had...
The world was a funny thing, life was hysterical. Raven tried to make her home within Rio, yet it was not to be. Not only had she changed too much but there was something more. It would not be revealed until the day at a strip club where she found herself staring at the man she thought she would never see. It was then that a part of her, that beast went into this fenzy of things. Raven watched from afar as Saxon and Leland discussed her. Not that she heard them but she knew it was the only subject that they would even speak of. Once able to Raven could not take that she heard them, discussion what she needed and didn't need within her life, like she had no choices in the matter. Her rage hit her and her beast like there was no going back. Kissing Saxon then with a fury hit him, as she turned to do the same only to stop the kiss from touching Leland Raven found her hand connected, and with that she walked out. Why would they do such to her? Her mind reeling and she was in heartache and pain. Raven had spent months trying to figure out what life and she wished out of it. It wouldn't be until the man came to her, Leland came to her in the alley that they would truly find out what that was. The beast finding that other half of her, and the woman knowing what she wanted spoke. But it would not last two days of pure bliss for her, would end on a sad note. Spending one day with Leland, she found the reason he had been in Rio himself. Then with her there he said goodbye, giving her one thing to remember him by. The stuff lion that she held as he walked away and gotten into the taxi and exited her life for that moment.
The week went by, the hurt and pain and rage warred through the woman. Upon meeting with the Rex and Regina of Rio. Raven knew something was not right. Not only was she empty within, noticing the love between the two, she ached for something more. It was a harsh reality for her. To give up so much for what? This dead man that would never be what he once was? To love a man that was hundreds of miles away. That was until she called the one person to speak to. Finding out that, he was where Fancy had gone and so Raven, finally with the firm mind and heart. Closed the one circle with out thinking of it. Leaving the man that she could never love, nor be with behind as she packed up her things and made her way to Chicago where the beginning of a new circle would begin and even maybe...
Things are just never meant to be, taking time for herself and finally taking what exactly what she was, she grew in power, taking back that rightful and full power that was within her. The one Leland always knew was there however she didn't wish to admit to it. After the last visit from him, Raven finally realized that she may always love the man, be his lioness. She realized this however one thing was for certain and that she changed. Finding herself moving around due to her business ventures that is until she finally admitted to herself that she wasn't the same. She made mistakes but now she's growing and learning ...
